March 2013

Yes, I am 24 now, well for a few days. As "the day of my birth" came (like VR refers to it), I reflected about my life. No one knows who a person will be when they are born. A child's upbringing, the people and events in their lives are what shape them into who they will be. 

I always had people around me: friends, family, and role models. I've always been hyper and social. Like everyone knows, life comes with its ups and downs. I've ridden the roller-coaster and taken all that came. But even with the metaphor, if you're on the same roller-coaster, things get boring. That's where I'm at in life. 

I'm bored with the same routine. I have my adventures, and living in Los Angeles is amazing. I haven't traveled in a while, and I need a trip. Work has been fun, but I want to do something else. So for those who don't know yet... I hope to be moving to Spain later this year.Yes, I know it's not set in stone, but the job I might get would be amazing! Me in Spain, how ideal...plus I'd be seeing my cousin Fenix a lot more.

I've let my friends know about the move, so we can all get used to the idea. I did have a saddening moment the other day while out with friends. Maybe some of my last moments with them. 

Some people have become obnoxious and displayed their true colors, so they are no longer part of my life. I've met some horrible people in life that are liars and disloyal, to them well... they can go to hell. Having the right people in your life is important. Those that I truly value and love will be missed, but hey they can always visit! My home in Spain is open to them.

spending time with people I love

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I noticed that along the years I've given to others, which is good, but I forgot to save my energy and attention for me. I guess you can say that I'm tired. I try to continue to grow and expand my mind. I've never been the type that desires to stay in one place in life, and I've let that happen. So, time to take off and live!  

These are my goals and aspirations for this year. I understand that some things can't be planned, but when a door closes, a window opens (like this designing company job). In my case...I'll make another door haha. I love the people in my life and what I have had so far. I just need to make my own life now. So here I go.