Hello world, it's been a while
Wow last entry 2018... how things change. So much had already happened that has brought me to where I'm at now. That doesn't make sense, but it does at the same time. I already met my soulmate, my support system of a human being. I definitely needed and have needed him. Some friendships go beyond what can ever be said. 2017 was life changing. The worst year of all my years, it was the beginning of the end of who I was. I was broken that year, and since then the attempt to kintsugi my life back together. We went through a global pandemic, and while starting that, my personal life and health flipped. I was living with a secret, a pandemic, and now imminent death closer to me than the norm. My life's environment wasn't different, living with my secondary abuser. I was holding so much in, I was doing it alone. Alone... the feeling that's hidden behind words like "independent" and "strong." I found solace in the pandemic, not facing the one that br...
